Lately I've been struggling with my singlehood more than I have in years. I have many friends who I am close with or have been close with in the past, who have already gotten married, or are soon going to be married. I'm not jealous of them or anything, but I just wish I had a special someone in my life right now. I'm trying to be patient, but it's really hard. Having loved someone, but not really praying about the relationship has lead to broken hearts which I really regret. I find myself wondering often, nearly every day to be honest, "when will it be my turn?" I even started doubting whether or not God has a specific person planned for me. I know He wants the very best for me, so that must include relationships, right? I still don't know the answer to that question, so I guess all there is to do is trust God with my future. He's already there, working things out for my and my future husband's best.
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