It's Not Fair

 It's not fair that I won't get 

to have you at my wedding. 

I'm glad you're not suffering

anymore, but it's not fair.

Its not fair that I won't be able

to make you grandparents like

all the others did. I'm glad that 

you got to enjoy being grandparents

to their kids, but its not fair. 

It's not fair that I didn't get to show 

you my first apartment. I know you'd

be proud of me, but its not fair. 

Its not fair that I had to experience

so many of my "firsts" without you 

and even though I know you're no

longer suffering, its still. Not. Fair.